Hello everyone.. Recently I found out I was pregnant and I'm only 16 and my boyfriend is 17. It was a major stress attire when we found out but my family has assured me that things were going to be all right and that they would pay for everything. My biological dad is in prison and my mom and me don't get a long too well. Her and my step dad are still willing to pay for everything and take custody over the baby.. Because DCFS didn't want me living with my mom at the time because of how much my mom and I argue I was sent to this maternity home in a town an hour and a half away. My boyfriend ever since he found out I was pregnant was distant but was supporting any decision I made.. We made. We got into a really bad argument the day before I got here and out of anger I told him I was done.. He said no, but then I practically forced him to agree. Usually when this would happen between us in the past we would forget about it and move on. But the next morning he was telling me he loved me and that he wanted me to call him as soon as I got there and so I did and as soon as I get there he tells me that he was serious and that he isn't happy with me anymore and told me to "get help" for my anger issues. I've been crying every day since I got here and begged for him back.. He keeps telling me how he's not happy with me and how how he's happier now and doesn't like me anymore but still loves me. As for the baby he just wants me to put the baby up for adoption and doesn't want to pay child support if I keep the baby. It's so hard to make these decisions because we had a set plan and now that's broken and I have no idea what is best for the baby. Yes adoption but it would be so hard for me because if I can't have him, then I have a little mini version of him. And no matter what he'd be apart of my life. I want this baby I want to keep him but I don't know what to do.. I thought maybe if I'd consider adoption that my boyfriend would come back but he told me that he doesn't want to... I've been messaging him and out of anger I told him I found someone else.. He said he didn't care at all and that he's happy for me.. I need advice.. I'm just really hormonal right now. We were dating for way over 2 years..
I want my boyfriend back
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