My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 1 year and a half. We were so happy together and rarely have any fights. This wasn't the first time we have this issue. My boyfriend have this feeling of missing something from me for a long time. We have a talk about this before but we never solved it. We were supposed to meet and talk to solve it but we avoided it. We just go off and continue like we are on a date. He said he loves me but he wants something more from me. He asked me why I'm always quiet when I'm around his friends. Well its true :/ Im very shy and I do have friends but I stopped communicating with new people I'm in fear of being stabbed in the back and what people think of me because I had been bullied since elementary. When I want to say or ask something, I can't... Like my voice cant come out. Also, I'm a jealous person and he knows that. I tried very hard not to be whenever his female friends talked/texted him or touched him. But then I don't think I'm worrying about myself being jealous anymore. Im kind of more worried about me not being very sociable. I know he likes talkative and energetic girls. Sometime, I wondered myself, why does he like a girl like me. He said he's fine with me the way I am. Then recently he brought the same issue again. And he told me that he is sorry, that he doesn't want to make me sad and that he wants a break.. after saying that he wants a break, he still called me honey, what does that mean? :( After that, we didn't talk to each other for like a day.. I cant handle not talking to him for a day... :( it hurts :( We are going to meet on Sunday to have a talk.. how am I going to face him, I'm so afraid of him leaving me... Having a break doesn't mean that we actually breaking up right.. I can wait for him right.. what should I do.. please help... thank you...
Relationship Break?
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